Saturday, June 04, 2005

FRANKS GEEKDOM SATURDAY

Hello folks.
I've debated what to write about this geekdom, as I always do.
The last geekdom (21st of May) was on Episode III.
The one before that, on movies.
Last week I was out of town to Joel and Deanne's wedding (Congratulations again you guys!) so there wasn't a post.
I haven't had much in the way of geeking out for well over a week... hell two weeks.
I've thought about talking about the geek social structure... but I don't want to.
What then?
Characters.
Yep, characters in rpg's.
Some people play rpg's for to get lost in the world, to fight baddies with their imagination, to do things they would never do in real life.*
The key to doing this is the character.
Now all of you theatre geeks do theatre because (at least one reason) of the characters you can play.
That's one reason I've continued doing theatre.
It's also why i enjoy rpg's.
There are other reasons, i'll talk about eventually, but characters in rpg are the draw for many people.
Do you want to pretend to be a swashbuckling pirate with one leg and a stutter? Make the character in an rpg.
Do you want to be a halfling (hobbit) barbarian with angst ridden rage, well DnD is perfect for that.
How about a private investagator with a thing for the ladies, a hairtrigger finger, and chronic jock itch who's discovered a wierd cult? Call of Cthulhu would be your game.
There are genre's to meet every geek and losers dream.
In fact you can do just about anything with rpg's.
You can even physically act out your character with Live Action Roleplaying.
Of course... I do prefer theatre, at least it's legitiment and I don't have to kick my own ass if I do a play.
I don't often play a character, but I've played a couple this last year that I've really enjoyed.
Braag Otcheim: Barbarian cleric of Kord, for DnD.
Lon'theal: Rogue shadowdancer also for DnD.

Yeah I'm talking about past characters... pretty pathetic.
But you must understand, IT'S FUN!
Why else would I do it.
Otherwise it would be a waste of time.
Braag and Lon'theal were very different beasts.
Braag spoke in a deep, resonant voice.
Lon'theal a soft whispery voice.
Braag was humourous, but not a clown or one for antics.
Lon'theal was incredibly sarcastic and cynical.
I took to each character (mind you, this is what I do when I'm not in a show) something of myself.
The game mechanics gave me the guidelines, and the limits to help play each character.
For those of you out there who read my blog and shake your head in wonder at geekdom, and rpg's, well for those that act; Its all about playing the character you want to play in fantastic worlds.
You have to have a good dm (or at least a decent one).
It doesn't have to be a character, there are folks who don't put alot of effort into character prep, or development.
They essentially play themselves, for them it's about the adventure and the fantasy.
Spending four or five hours a week, or ever other week or even a month, pretending to be someone else can be well worth it.
If you allow yourself to do it.
Being geeky has a few benifits....
The big one being; if your cool friends don't find out about it, it's fun.

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

Wed Nes Day

Damn.
It's Wednesday again.
What is it about Wednesday that I despise so much?
Oh yeah, I remember, the way it's spelled.
I've decided, to alleviate my anger, to start pronouncing it the way it's spelled.
From here on out I'm saying WedNesday.
Yep.
There you have it.
Wed-Nes Day.
You got a problem with that?

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Oars

So there is a certain conversation, very very brief really, that I had with a certain Teej that in spite my insobriety oat the time, i recall.
It had to do with when or if he would be doing the same sort of thing that Joel and Deanne were doing.
He said to me some inspiring words:
He told me that he had no plans, he was just going where the current takes him, and that's all we can do.
I lamented that if it were the case, then I was stuck in an eddy.
His response I smile at even now: He told me that it was still part of the current, the flow, and that he had been in eddy's too, but had been handed oars to help him push off back into the current.
His friends handed him the oars.
So, if I'm floating in an eddy, it's my fault, I know i've been handed oars. I've just not used them.
It's time to start.

Monday, May 30, 2005

Surreality

Well, it's five in the morning, i've been home about half an hour, and I'm still in awe of the weekend.
Life is different.
Yet it isn't.
I've come home to my empty, messy apartment.
My slow laptop sitting on the coffee table, waiting to be used.
I feel absolute joy from the weekend.
And a little sadness.
I saw, on Saturday, one of my best friends in the world marry one of the most beautiful, wonderful women I've ever met.
They were stressed, not everything went quite how they hoped or planned, but you couldn't ask for a more beautiful couple.
I wish there was a simple beautiful way to tell both Joel and Deanne how I feel, there is only one: I love you guys.
But that isn't all.
It's the biggest, but not the least.
I got to see a friend of mine that I haven't seen in ages this weekend, and on top of that i got to meet his new wife. Hey Don, I don't know if you read these things, I doubt you do often, but man it was AWESOME seeing you.
It was also wonderful to have the GraySkull gang back together. It's been too long Teej, Nick, Joel.
Teej and Nick... we don't talk enough, and Teej I think you may have a point with your oars and flow coversation (see I remember shit sometimes).
JayC, send me PLEASE some of that play (film, mini-series) I really want to read it.
Erica, probably the only dissapointment I had this weekend, was that I didn't sit down and talk with you like I should have, and for that, I feel bad. I enjoying talking with you and I should rectify that as soon as possible. I'm glad to see a little tweeking with Bitchcake going on.
Erik, I'm stoked to have your email address finally, mostly so I can send you all the same harrassing emails I send everybody else.
Finally... Sherry, I can't think of any way I could have enjoyed myself more, than I did talking to you. I can only hope that I wasn't too much of an ass, and I have to give you my thanks, for being such a wonderful conversationalist, and listener.

I will email, mail and call all of you soon.
So be wary
and afraid... be very afraid.

With love.
Frank