Annette, I'm sorry that you didn't get a role in Cripple.
I've been plugging away at some independent shows up here in Low town.
They're going ok. Better than I expected.
Of course I'm only rehearsing one at the moment, but that will soon change starting next week.
The one thing I hate about eating grapefruit like oranges and the slices are so damn big, and they tend to be juicy.
It's hard to fit a whole slice in my mouth.
But if I bite it, it's going to squirt all over.
Oh what do I do?
So we get a reprieve today from the weather.
I don't know when it stopped snowing for sure last night.
In exhaustion I went to bed after a quick shower upon arriving home from work.
I slept from about 7:15 p.m. to 7:45 a.m.
It was wonderful, and very much needed.
Now I'm alive and ready to go.
Oh yes, I'm ready.
I'm ready for most everything.
Except rehearsal tonight.
I want to have enthusiasm for this show "Into the Woods" there's some fun music.
But I don't. I have a very periphery part in the show, and most of reheasal, about 90% of rehearsal, I have nothing to do.
So you can probably see why my enthusiasm is wanting.
I'll go though, and do what needs to be done.
I hope some of the other shows start up soon.
We haven't had a read through for anything else yet.
And I really want to.
So the new year has begun.
Yeah!
I don't know what this year will bring, but I'm not looking forward to it.
Don't take that as a negative, it's not supposed to be.
I'm just not worrying about the New year.
There are things I'd like to do.
There are things I'm going to try to do.
And there are things I am going to do.
I am not making any resolutions.
Resolutions are something you inevitably break.
My "new year' doesn't start for 8 more days.
Then, and only then will the year turn over.
What do I want for my birthday?
The day off.
I'm not going to get that, at least not all of it.
I'll have to go into work for about 4 hours.
A couple more shirts from my mother would be nice.
I've already got Tom's gift; thanks Tom!
Really I don't care what I get or don't get.
I just want to enjoy the day,
like any other day.
For more, tune in later.
Sheets of white blanket the city right now.
Have for several days, and it will continue.
I'm not all that thrilled with it, but in my exhaustion I no longer car any more.
Let it snow.
I can't stop it.
The ground is so saturated with moisture that water is leaking between the floor and the front wall of the basement of the bookstore.
There is a large puddle.
No books have been harmed.
My mind is numb.
So is my body.
I don't really care about anything right now.
Sleep deprivation is my friend when I want to feel loopy.
Or very mean and angry.
Or both.
I feel like rambling.
I am rambling.
I hope you all.... do something.... that doesn't... suck.
Squakbox is dead.
