Thursday, October 06, 2005

the complete life never past problems

one more time... just for kicks.

i wrote, well the equivilant of this blog moments ago, and i'll be damned if blogger didn't flip me off, moon me, and call me a dirty name right before an error page showed up instead of the usuall progress page.

oh well, i remember what it was i said, just going to say it differently now i suppose.

less sentimental, more angry.

that's computers for you. spend so much time in the fake world of the internet, that we forget, on giagantic power outage and ep storm and none of it works any more.

ehh...

so having been checking the blogs.
wonderful things, i love blogs.
i love reading them.
and due to sheer boredom, or anger, or angst and longing: i love writing on them.
i write on my two, three, sometimes four times a week.
i've not got much of a life, and easy access, what can i say.
i check each blog daily though.
bitchcake, the few others to the side that aren't on bitchcake, a few friends that haven't given me permission to link them yet.
somedays i'm rewarded by one or two of you.
annette, bruce, tom quite often post.
once a month, or every two or three months one of the others.
some haven't posted for nearly a year.
of infrequent posters i was rewarded twice today: erica, sherry, i can't tell you how estatic i am to see the posts from you.
yes, my life is that boring i get a thrill from it, but a thrill none the less.

ryan, good post. i can, in many ways relate directly too what you have to say. it's amazing how much you can appreciate those who remain after one we love leaves.

erica, you gorgeous woman, i'm glad to see you post again. i check daily in hopes that you will, and today i was rewarded for my vigilance. expect an email from me soon.

sherry, you too should expect an email soon, and if i can find it again... a letter.

annette, i'll be posting on the subjects you mentioned on your blog before the end of the weekend. i'm waiting to see if anything new develops with that nominee, and i'm doing a little more research on that case.

everyone else... stay peachy, and keep a stick on the ice.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

beast of clouds drown the mountains in moistures today.
the second day of deep cutting liquid saturating the valley is still welcome.
though the breeze is not.

i'm teased with stress and fatigue after only one day of the week.
one more rehearsal for "sleepy hollow" then we find ourselves into the brunt of tech and dress.
we are not ready.
there are folks found lacking when it comest to being prepared in lines.
our set, not what we expected, will take getting some used to.
we only have two real rehearsals on the set before tech, and the first one is gone now.
i auditioned for one acts yesterday, though the gods and demons know i have plenty to keep me busy for the while.
the word on those will not be known until this afternoon.
quite honestly i've no expectations on that front, busy as i am i shouldn't have auditioned.

next week i find myself in wonder.
though i have two performances everyday but monday, the evenings are wholey mine again.
i'm going to stay late at work on most of the days, simply to usuage my fears for lacking funds, which i do, on my next check.
saturday, with luck, some folks we'll come to see the show.
and with luck, and sweat and blood, it'll be worth making the trip.