And a little sad.
Life sometimes does that to you, makes you sad and tired.
I'm mostly sad, not depressed mind you, I know the difference, I dealt with depression several years ago.
I still battle it once in a while, though not like I did back then.
No, I'm sad, there is a difference, hope isn't lost.
I'm sad because a friend's going through a tough time right now, and there's little I can do.
I'm sad because a friend, a 'good boy' and a 'precious little guy' has got on in years and doesn't have alot of time left with us here.
I'm sad because I have a friend who's life, I think may be too busy, or almost too busy for me to be a part of any more.
And it won't change back, only get worse.
Friendships are like any relationships: It takes two to maintain it, it takes effort, and it takes a certain type of mutual respect for everyone involved.
If a friendship becomes one sided, then it can't work.
Sometimes... you have to give up, and that sucks.
Two of my friends I won't give up on, there's no reason to.
My 'little buddy' well, I'm his buddy until his last breath.
And the one going through tough times, I'll help them how I can, and I'm sure they'll eventually be better.
As for the last, well sometimes you have to just accept the fact that people move on, and if they want to remain in contact, they will, and if they don't, they won't.
Food for thought.
Erica and JayC; happy anniversary! You both rock. Erica, you look incredible in those photos. JayC, lets see some of you.
The hottub photos are cool. I dig them, Deanne's breasts do look fantastic, I must admit.
Katrina, your gorgeous, if I may be so blunt to say so, good luck on your trip.
Annette, for what it's worth, I'm glad you write so much. I've been wondering what has happened to you and now I know.
Sherry, this is a few days late (ok about a week). I think the the worst feeling in the world is the sadness of watching a friend leave your life, but that's just me.
BeWater, keep writing man, I can't convey how much I enjoy it.
Joel WRITE DAMN IT!! Give us something man, an obligatory finger, a nod to the man, whatever. Just give us something.
oh and Teej. WRITE DAMN IT!!. You were going so good, then... nothing.
What the hell?
This is the end.
posted by F.G. Shaw @ 4:26 PM
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